February 27, 2012

Things did not go like I thought they would. I have been feeling horribly all day and I tried concentrating on what I had planned last time, which was to finish the bullying section, but nothing would go down on paper the way I wanted. I finally gave up, and worked on my appeal letter to UT. This is just great because it puts me a day behind schedule. I don't feel comfortable going into detail about this on the internet, so I won't. As I am writing this, I am laying down, and I'm seriously considering taking the day off tomorrow. I wanted to go to this PTSA meeting, but on Wednesday, I can't have a repeat of what happened today. I can't fall behind schedule firstly because I really need to have this done in time for my judges to evaluate it, and secondly because falling behind schedule makes me get anxious, which will cause me not to be able to concentrate and to fall even more behind schedule.